...and a partridge in a pear tree...
Christmas has come and gone, my tree is still up, and we still are not pregnant. No worries though. I figure it will happen when it happens. We just can't afford the treatments anymore. So is this me giving up? Kind of, yeah. It would be nice to have children. I would make an excellent mother. But I just don't have the strength to live how I have been living anymore. I need to take care of myself first. So... like every "new year's resolution" in the world... I'll be attempting to lose weight. I've ballooned back up to where I started and I'm killing myself. I really am. The worst part about it is that I KNOW I'm doing it, and am really clueless as to why I just... can't stop... *sigh* So maybe when I drop some weight it will just happen, ya know? *rolls eyes* I'm so over being optimistic...
My new year's resolution...
Project 365. I will take a photo everyday starting on January 1st. It will be of whatever I feel like it should be that day. It might reflect my mood, it might be of me, but I will take a photo EVERY. DAY. Which means I might post EVERY. DAY. And I said MIGHT post. MIGHT.
Hopefully this year treats me better.
I get a little big stronger and a little bit healthier. For me. Here's to change.
-Jess
